29/11/2011.

It's going to be 5 months. Yet I still feel for you.

Walking down the streets of Melbourne reminds me the times we've shared together. Those memories which I cherish much with my heart and soul. Sadly, it has to come to an end. I stood by the river and gaze into the endless horizon, breathing in the Melbourne air while sipping a cup of latte, reminds me greatly of you. As if you were just by my side but no, it was all my imagination only. Nothing more than that.

I paid my last visit to every laneway, street and cafes we've been together and had my last moment to re-live those times. You were everywhere I went and I just cant get you out of my mind. I guess, I don't think I'll be visiting Melbourne anytime soon or ever; cause it was too much pain just to walk down the streets.

I guess this is what they called "dreams colliding with reality". I don't know how much longer I can live in this void space of nothingness.

What will I become? I guess the old me will die again.