My optimism is running fast. How long is this going to take? How much more do I have to degrade myself just to get a fucking job? To beg and to look like a fucking cat meowing for food? How long more do I have to be drown in this desperation situation full with frustration and disappointment?
If this system is not fit to be "compatible" with the reality system, why run it at the first place? why instill such great and wonderful dreams on people when you fucking know the reality isn't as "picasso" as you have painted it?
Masters... blah.. just a fabricated shell.
