I think not

You'll never realise it's just a fantasy you're in untill you hit the wall and wake up to the smell of reality.

We all dream and hope, often for things that you ought and hope it will come true in the future. These dreams and hopes are often lethal. For as far as I can say, the more you hope and dream, the more positive thoughts and wish you put into, the more shit you're gonna get when things do not go your way. I understand the logic of dream big hit big, dream small hit small; yet I realize the consequences of putting oneself in the situation of getting all those hopes and dreams rebounding back at them like a bitchslap in the face in awakening to reality.

Sometimes, you thought you have control and things are in your favour but then when you really think about it again, the grass is not that green afterall. What can I say about this? Trial and error untill you succeed? Howmuch does one have to go through before realizing what he/she has been wishing for? or dreamnt of or at least a whipser of " I hope"? If my live is meant for me to take more shit than I am now, what am I gonna turn out to be when finally everything is over? Will I ever be the same person again?

I think not.