29/11/2011.

It's going to be 5 months. Yet I still feel for you.

Walking down the streets of Melbourne reminds me the times we've shared together. Those memories which I cherish much with my heart and soul. Sadly, it has to come to an end. I stood by the river and gaze into the endless horizon, breathing in the Melbourne air while sipping a cup of latte, reminds me greatly of you. As if you were just by my side but no, it was all my imagination only. Nothing more than that.

I paid my last visit to every laneway, street and cafes we've been together and had my last moment to re-live those times. You were everywhere I went and I just cant get you out of my mind. I guess, I don't think I'll be visiting Melbourne anytime soon or ever; cause it was too much pain just to walk down the streets.

I guess this is what they called "dreams colliding with reality". I don't know how much longer I can live in this void space of nothingness.

What will I become? I guess the old me will die again.

2/9/2011

已经有差不多两个月了。 不知道你脑海里在想着什么。 你说你在乎我们的友情， 要保持联络。 为什么只有我拼命着向你打探消息。 难道你已经忘记了你所说过的东西吗？

分手就好了。 还要躲避我， 远离我。 你知道这比分手还痛吗？ 你知道我有多伤心吗？ 你不知道，因为你选择了逃避。

为什么就这么绝情？

为什么你可以抛开你我以前的感动和友情变成一个陌生人似的？

对你付出了真心， 却得到的是失望。 我对你真的很失望。。 很失望。 跟你在一起真的很开心， 看到你的笑容我完全可以望了所有的烦恼。 你知道吗？ 那种快乐是无法形容的。 你知道吗？

我恨我爱你。你知道吗？

12.8.2011

我不是碰不到更好的，而是因为已经有了你，我不想再碰到更好的...

我不是不会对别人动心，而是因为已经有了你，我就觉得没必要再对其他人动心 ...

我不是不会爱上别的人，而是我更加懂得珍惜你，能在一起不容易，已经选定的人就不要随便放手 ...

世界上的好人数不清，但遇到你就已经足够...

即使你不是最好的，甚至不是最适合我的，但却是我最珍惜的...

缺点可以改正，性格可以磨合，但机会失去了就再也没有了...

有人说：爱，是一种责任...

现在我才明白，原来责任，就是一辈子...

现在想想为什么那么多在激情之后变平淡了的感情能一步步坚持到了最后...

除了已经习惯，爱到深处之外...

应该还有两个人的互相搀扶，理解,包容,不离不弃吧...

难过的时候想想最初的感动,想想最初的拥抱和嘴唇之间的温度...

不要被眼前的伤感抹去深处的爱.

28.7.2011

我真的很不开心

26.7.2011

也许， 这就是结局

我从来都没忘过当初的感动。

你我的故事， 永远都会埋在我心中。

23.1.2011

I still can't figure out why. Though I've been doing a lot of thinking... Where does the answer lies? When can I find it, and where?

Sometimes I feel like the end is near.

21st July 2011

I could never see tomorrow, but I was never told about the sorrow